Every Christmas, I ask for a week off to visit my family, and every year my boss says no.
This time, I submitted my request back in June. Last week, four coworkers were approved—yet mine was denied again.
My boss told me I should be a “team player” since I don’t have kids. I just smiled and walked away. Yesterday, he froze when he saw the announcement on the company’s internal board: I had accepted a new position at another firm, one that valued balance and respected early planning.
The announcement wasn’t dramatic—just a warm welcome note from my new employer saying they were excited for me to start in January. But the timing spoke volumes. My current boss had assumed I would always adjust, always fill in, always accept being the last priority.
He never imagined I would choose a workplace that allowed me the simple freedom of spending the holidays with my family. When he called me into his office, confusion was written all over his face. He asked why I made such a “sudden” decision, even though my request had been sitting in his inbox for half a year.
I reminded him of that and explained that fairness mattered. Approving time off for others while denying mine because I didn’t have children was a pattern I could no longer accept. The truth is, I had been considering leaving long before the holiday schedule issue surfaced again.
I’d watched coworkers grow, celebrate milestones, and take breaks while I quietly filled the gaps. The new job valued planning and respected personal time—something I desperately needed. As I left the office after giving notice, a calm sense of relief settled over me.
This Christmas, for the first time in years, I’ll be home with no guilt, no stress, and no unanswered requests. And I’m grateful for the reminder: valuing yourself is never selfish—it’s necessary.
